pernah tak korg?

ye...ini 2nd post utk arini...

ye skali lg...mmg arini sy emotional sket n sgt2 berkehendak utk meluahkan ape yg terbuku dihati, tp utk org yg amat mengenali sy..diorg mesti tau yg sy sgt2 la xpandai utk meluahkan rasa hati kpd org2 yg sy knal..oh susah sungguh berkeadaan sebegini..

sbnrnye post kali ni meluahkan rase hati yg terbuku lama da...lantak la sapa nk trase, penat da simpan..xlarat da rasenye..

korg penah x rase, korg xsuke ngan gaya or perbuatan seseorg ni smp korg da naik menyampah yg menyebabkan korg mmg xley tahan dkt ngan org ni + korg akan rase every little things yg org ni buat (yg slama ni korg xpenah heran pn) korg rase sgt menyampah n meluat...

ye, mmg sy tau sy sgt keji sbb da final year ni la kn br nk rase benci2 org sume bagai..tp wut to do.. mmg hati n perasaan ni da cm xley tahan..mungkin slama ni byk sgt simpan dlm hati smp da dkt ujung2 ni sume perasaan tu nk burst out suddenly kn...

mmg sy slalu simpan perasaan xpuas hati or xsuke dalam hati, bile cm rase xtahan sy akan bebel2 kat hosmate2 sy...tp ape yg hosmate boleh buat is just listen to my bebelan (thanx so much hosmate...mmg syg sgt korg sampai mati nnt)...tp org yg buat sy rase camni still xtau gak..try la sampai mati pn utk bg hint...diorg ni xpaham gak kot

adekah prasaan menyampah ni makin memuncak akibat stress yg berlebihan akibat fyp...tp perasaan menyampah ni pn creating a new level of stress in me.. so how.. i got stress element from every aspect of my life.. even ngan kwn2 pn da ade stress.. oh...sangat menyesakkan otak!!!!...

sy nk balik umah... sy xmo dok utp da....sy xlarat nk pujuk hati utk bertahan.. sy xlarat utk berpura2 ngan org yg saya terasa hati..penat da rasenye.. nk balik umah jaga uzayr dlm keaadaan rilek....T_T

ah sudah la.. mengadu panjang2 kat sini pn mmg xde sape dpt tolong.. baik mengadap tuhan n doa byk2..ok~ i'm of for maghrib prayer~

fyp + hujan = petang yg ^*&(&#)^*$^@

hi peeps, salam~

macam lama gak xupdate blog nih.. tgk balik post sblom ni... huwah, byk gak aku merunggut pasal final year nih kan... but wat da heck... msti la nk merunggut pasal final year masa tgh final year, xkan la nk merunggut pasal laki n anak2 plakkan time neh...sungguh tidak sesuai hokeh!! =_=!

smlm n today ade TEC X kat chanselor hall kat UTP ni haa... utk sesapa yg tak tau ape itu TEC X meh sy explain sket TEC stands for technology, education and career... X means this is the 10th time this events was held here in UTP... TEC X ni is an event where companies dtg utk bukak booth n jwp sume mak nenek soklan yg budak2 ni nk tnye... certain2 company ade gak buat on-campus interview to recruit soon to be graduates. based on previous2 TEC, byk sgt walk-in interview held by these companies.. but this sem sume company nk shortlist kn student2 for interbiu... n mostly nk pointer above 3.5, makanya xdapat la sy yg comel ni peluang utk di-interview~ T_T sadis tol

semalam penat round2 n submit resume, tapi rasenye cam xdek harapan jek nk dpt keje ngan company beso2 neh... ouh, KFC pn ade bukak booth n nk recruit graduates from any field to be assistant restaurant manager with salary of RM1700....haku dlm keadaan sedih2 dgn putus harapan pn pi la isi form... mana la tau, kalo da xdpt kje sgt, kje KFC pn xpe la.. xkn nk jadi macam leech je dok lekat kat mak bapak...

pastu smlm call mama, bgtau die pasal TEC n what i'vr asked kat akak HR PETRONAS tu, n bgtau mama pasal KFC...mama xkasi kje KFC.. hoh~ xkje da la haku camgini T_T

oh...nampaknye sudah lari dari topik... skrg ni br nk bermula ngan topik utk post ni...

hari ni da tawar ati utk pegi tgk booth2 TEC lagi pn da cover mostly sume semalam and da malas nk rase sedih2 da, so arini mmg decide nk buat report FYP la...konon nk buat report, bangun pagi g swimming lue.. pastu g makan, the lepas balik, basuh baju la, menonton la, bertanya itu dan ini ngan budak2 yg baru balik interview....pas solat zohor, tido plak seround... tgh tido rumate plak balik bising2... pastu pk malas nk masak n nk pi bli brg2 sket kat pasar...halamak!! ujan la plak... da ujan so wajib la lapa kn?...oh roti bakar + butter n teh o panas...so very tempting...mizah sponser teh strawberry...sedap~

so skrg tgh ujan n sambil menghirup teh strawberry...besh...ilang rase tensen FYP... tp tensen bnde laen xilang pn.. sbb bile adenye die, xmungkin hilang...

oh..hujan sudah disambut dgn guruh2 yg kuat.. mahu tutup komp dlu~ babai

chuak!!!!!!!!!! T_T

lamanye xupdate blog... biasa la da final year ni mmg bz~ (bz sgt with facebooking..hahah)

skrg da nk masuk ujung bulan 3 br rase chuak... mana x nyer..u guys tgk my calender kat bawah k..ni plan yg i nk buat sementara begelar siswazah UTP ni..

MARCH

19 (jumaat) - fyp laa (kononnyer)

20 (sabtu) - fyp lagik (T_T)

21 (ahad) - progress report 1 FYP (yer, PR1 aritu kne buat balik guna data 2010...padahal aritu i was given 2009 data) haih~ pening

- seminar fyp's slides

22 (isnin) - pegi klas cm biasa

- siapkan fyp yg utk seminar + slides

- study for OM test 2 esok

23 (slase- my birthday..booohooo!!) - class cm biase

- seminar fyp at 2.30pm

- OM test 2 at 6pm

24 (rabu) - fyp lagik or any assgmnt/projects

25(khamis) -class cm biasa

- fyp lagik or any assgmnt/projects

- study utk ECM test 1 esok

26(jumaat) - lab AE

- ECM test 1

27 (sabtu) - planning for a trip to penang with housemates

28 (ahad) - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

29(isnin) - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

-prepare brg2 utk TEC

30(slase) - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

- pi TEC

31 (isnin) - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

- pi TEC

APRIL (lom byk announcement lg- so planner byk kosong)

1-6 - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

7 (rabu) - site visit to CHENDEROH DAM

8-11 - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

12 (isnin) - fyp poster submission

13 (slase) - OM test 3

14-15 - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

16 (jumaat) - submission on visit to chenderoh

17-29 - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

30 - submission EIS project

30-31 - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

MAY

1-2 - menyiapkan ape2 yg patut (fyp, project, asgmn)

3 - 7 - submit dissertation draft

- test EIS

- submit AE report project, presentation project

10-14 - FYP oral presentation

- OM test 4 on 11th April)

17-28 - submit dissertation FYP

-final exam n finish study-

hopefully everything will run smoothly...amin~ i said run okeh!! run as faast as u can oh dear time!!....xsabar nk habis cpt2~